what the shit, wp

I just spent what must have literally taken hours writing my comeback post, working so hard on it, and wordpress deleted all of the text when it “published” it. save no revisions, just deleted it all.

I’ve been so low on energy lately, it’s been too hard to blog at all, so I throw all of my energy into a post I work so hard on, and it’s all gone. I’m actually crying right now, I feel so defeated.

honest to god, I’m usually pretty alright at writing, I could just do it over. but I’m so weak lately, this feels absolutely crushing. I am crushed.